she moves. shes moved.

i’m 22!! officially….. now all of you twenty-two-year-olds can say that i’m 22. but dont you drag me along in your 23yr-old clans when you turn 23. you people know who you are…

hehehehe….

anyways…

thanks for ALL the best wishes… thank you soo muchh….

and me, had one of the great evening…

i had my birthday cakes…

cakes mind you. 4 of them!! i’ve not had birthday cakes for a loooong time.. hee

i loveee my cake!!

yummmmm….

yes sirrr… more cakes for me……

of course, like all birthdays, cakes come with a present!!

wrapped so lovingly from the bottom of the heart.

yeap yeapp… i love my prezzies and cant hide it.
hehehehehe

this is what lies between the beautifully wrapped parcel.
a Fossil watch!! something i’ve always wanted!!

and the person that makes all this happen???

fazli lighting up the candles on my birthday cakes

him eating the birthday cake.

thank you dear for the memorable night. i’ll remember the evening till the next birthday…

LOL….

actually, i didnt expect anything from anyone. just your well wishes is enough for me. and its so sweet of him to spend the night with me. just him, me and a pen named Boo. =P

may Allah bless you.

i mean all of YOU.

its my birthday but hes the excited one

and then he turns psychotic..

ehehehehe…

thats us with my birthday gift
(my head looks extra big in this pic)

and again…..

once again…

thanks for everything.

i couldnt ask for anything more.

xoxo.

btw, around 2pm, i had a surprise call from my all time favourite DJ Fiza O!!!! i was so excited!! i didnt know what to say to her. and all thanks to ADLIN!!!!

love you Bestie!! thank you and thank you.

love you. and love you all!!!

muacckkzzz!!

i have a pen.
my pen is blue.

huahahhahahaha…… such innocent sentences yet someone sees it in a whole new perspective. it came to my attention again when lin remind me of it. and i just couldnt help laughing.

or imagining what it meant.

you know, when a guys says his pen is blue.

does it means he is disappointed/sad/upset cause he aint got any

or

is he feeling cold?

what if his pen is red?

is he angry or is he hot?? cant wait to let off some steam…

and when his pen is green,

is there something that he needs to correct? why? was it something he did that brought unsatisfactory pleasures??

i guess it’ll remain a mystery cause only the pen holder himself will know.

btw,

this post suddenly reminds me of KWL.

*laughs out loud*

this year, i wasn’t feeling a wee bit excited about the then upcoming hari raya. but now, i’m glad to say that

THIS YEAR’S WAS THE BEST HARI RAYA i EVER HAD!!

it was all about fun and makan.

which is why i gained back all that i loss during Ramadhan. sighhh…

it took 1 month to lose that much and took just a week to gain everything.

cruelty.

nevertheless, its still a good hari raya. and i love my life and the people around me.

and if at any point of time had i  hurt anyones’ feeling in anyway, please forgive me.

love ya all!!!

was watching Joan of Arcadia while studying ( i hate the sound of silence in the wee hours of the morning and the radio just wont work) and one of the characters said this

“Everyone has the ability to surprise themselves.”

and i’m wondering….

when the hell will i surprise myself??!!

COME ON SELF!! SURPRISE ME PLEASE!! WITH SOMETHING GOOD!!

dear God,

i need a miracle. 

while i’m supposed to be studying, i cant help but procrastinate for awhile. since my brain been numb from all that reading, why not take a break for awhile? distractions help sometimes. and theres always a certain distractions that we welcome and love.

while my cousin, been looking for shoes for herself, moi been longing to get a decent bag. one that i could use for the upcoming highly anticipated hari raya (as a friend puts it) and the days after, such as, going out with my friends, scurrying to work and of course, fabulous dating. hehehe..

have you been to Geylang Serai recently? i’ve not. usually i’ll step foot on the area at least once during the Ramadhan. but this year, i dont even feel like going.

until recently, i dont even feel like celebrating hari raya this year. maybe its because exams come before hari raya? i dunno. but then a couple of cousins planned for a hari raya convoy on the second day and i finally feel the excitement. all the fun and laughter!! i can hardly wait!! and we already planned what to plan!!! hehehehe…

i’m still pondering whether to remain at my current employment. why are this decisions so hard to make? just leave and go! i was almost brainwash actually. somebody just gave me a 30minute lecture of the pros of staying put here. he talked about a stable income, the knowledge of knowing that the company will not go bankrupt in 6months since we even have projects lining up, with gross profits of billions.. and he advise me not to make the salary as an excuse to leave. yes, he says, it might be very low for now, but three years down the road, when i have enough experience, i could bargain much much much more than what i’m getting now. i can even scoot of to the client side he said.

good point. but the thing is, theres a banned for permanent staff to crossover to the client. at least, you cant work for them for at least 2 years!! where the heck am i suppose to go during the 2 years?? heck. i dont wanna be a veteran to where i’m working now.

and the pay i’m getting, is not just low. its measly. i dont think i can survive with that kind of pay 3 years down the road. i have so much aspiration. so many places to go. many dreams to chase. that kind of pay will only tie me down. i dont want that.

but in the other hand, 5 years of experience, can make me a specialist. theres not many specialist in this line.

SO, MACAM MANA NIE???????????

sigh… for now, i’ll just concentrate on my exams. i still have the end of october to think.

till then, Sayonara..