the think about guys in uniform, or rather your guy in uniform is, you cant stay angry with them for long. or maybe if you’ve seen him for the first time in his ARMY uniform, in person, at your doorstep.
I’m SWOONED!!!
FAZLI IS TOTALLY HOTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!
(insert images of him here in my mind)
i was a lil not too happy with him at first, but when i saw him, i melted. anger all gone!!
arghhhhhhhh!!!
k, i better get this over with cause tomorrow we will start fasting and i dont want my fast to go to waste.
adios!!
finally we met, and guess what we talked about?
weddings!!
lin brought her lappie and we browse through pages and pages and pages of different kinds of wedding themes and concepts. beautiful yet so simple.
so far, i have no visions of how the concept of my wedding will be like. but i have an idea of the wedding cake! hahaha… i’m a very much cake person. and my cake must make of at least 10 different kinds of chocolates!! yummeh!!!!!! haha!!
but i’d really like a sign and go. you know, sign the proper papers and *poof* of i go to my honeymoon. bila balik then kita buat reception lah can? if there is enough budget. afterall, its MY wedding and i should be able to do it the way i want it. right?
so far, the mother have no objections to my idea of a perfect wedding. but who knows what will happen when the day really come.
but before all the hoo-haas of weddings, i would really like to mend my teeth and the body so that i can have the perfect smile for my photos(sign and go, still need to have photos portal mahhh) and i bet you, i’ll be the hottest bride everr……
we will see!!
wahahhahahahahahaa…….
p/s: i still want batman!!
sometimes, i looked into the mirror, and thought,
‘HEY!! i think i’m beautiful!
No, I am beautiful!!
Look at my eyes! small but exquisitely shaped like almonds.
My lips aren’t too pouty or too thin – just nice.
I’ve got cute ears. and chubby glowing cheeks thats made just to suit me!”
Haha!! I am beautiful no matter what they say. Words won’t bring me down.
I just feel beautiful today.
glad to know that cousin Haron is recovering.
he’d even got his sense of humour back.
we got a call from my aunt to which she says,
“Haron dah tak betul. He said he only wants pretty nurses to attend him”.
Haha! typically Haron.
And yesterday, he complained to my dad that the doctor prohibit him from eating chicken. Which makes him sad…
Went to the hospital to visit him. He was transfered from the NICU to the normal ward and when he saw us, he gave us the peace sign.
we’re glad that he is his own self now. a little deluded.
but getting better.
slowly, but surely.
but for now, lets watch the intense table tennis finals.
so geram!!
Updates on Haron: He is back in Hospital. Kesian. went to visit him and he looked so forlorn. Our prayers are still for you, dear cousin.
it is 4 minutes to 5.30am and i am still awake. and if i start sleeping now, i will probably wake up at noon and shall waste my Sunday away.
cant sleep. can’t sleep.
is this how it feels like for a lady carrying twins in her? but i am neither pregnant nor having twins. not so soon anyways although I WANT A BABY!!!
i just want the baby you know. tick tock tick tock my maternal instincts are ticking. but how long can it last. motherhood afterall is tedios? my mom makes it look so easy though. but having to put up a whiny child like me, brings me shudders. ha. ha. ha.
sometimes doesnt it make you wonder like when you saw an expecting mom carrying joy in her. what does it feels like eh?
it seems so wonderful to be rubbing your tummy and nurturing the unborn child. of course i have a tummy and have looked pregnant ever since i was a secondary three student but there was no child. it never cease its size. sighhh… wonder how its like to be a hot mama eh?
or a hot lady with nice trimmed tummy where you could really look sexy in that black kebaya bought for this raya. i regret buying it now and hmmmm… perhaps i can sell it off?
i wonder why i buy it in the first place. i hated kebayas. it makes me look larger. and i dont feel sexy at all. but its sooooo pretty! entahlah.
good bye for now.
im going to do some crunches till my stomach hurts.
and bring that sexy back.
good morning!!
