she moves. shes moved.

“Or that look that you get when you show up late.”

to you whos endlessly late, i wont stop waiting.

i’ll wait for you no matter how long it takes you to get here.

but, i can’t promise you that,

 i will stop complaining,

or whining,

or sulking.

I will never give up waiting for you.

But I cant promise you,

that i’ll be able to give up complaining,

or whining,

or sulking.

but i promise i can try.

on my better days i will even smile.

i’ll nudge you and let you hold my hands.

i’ll give you kisses instead of blank stares.

i’ll hug you tight instead of angry glares.

we’ll share jokes and laugh till we develop stitches.

we’ll stretch our arms and touch our toes,

and make silly gestures.

*laughs out loud*

sigh… i’m feeling so hopelessly romantic. thanks to ‘Music and Lyrics’.

Drew Barrymore is soo adorable!!

i remember i use to be so fond of football.

apa taknya, every week, i’ll get my feet dirty on them.

nostalgic.

i grew up playing with boy cousins. and boys, being boys they were, has only two things in their mind. bugs and football.

hence, my childhood were spend(t?which one? gosh!) with my brother and cousins catching insects. namely grasshoppers, spiders, butterflies and earthworms. there were times we will catch frogs at a certain field after it rained.

when we were kids, almost every weekend were spent at my nyai’s(if we were not fishing at the beach). and on every sunny weekend, after homeworks or tuition (if we have any) time will be spend playing, playing and more playing. i remember asking permissions to play at the void deck which sometimes leads to pleading and begging. most of the time was a successful request and other times, begging doesnt help at all. and sometimes, there was a catch: our lil brothers and sisters will have to tag along. that, resulting with more pleading and whining. but, thats another story.

(sometimes, much to our excitement, our parents will bring all of us to yishun park.)

playing catching and football are our mandatory games. others will include pac-man, ali pom, rumah dayak, crocodile / buaya-buaya, roundess, badminton and many more that i cant remember.

and then, theres the ice cream man, whenever we hear bells ringing, one of the adults will keep a lookout and shout at the apek to wait for us if he was about to leave, while we run down with a few other adults to get our ice cream. 

now, i’m one of the adults. blearggghhh… but a funky one!! ahakz!

and if we cant play at the void deck, the corridor was a great substitute. we could play anywhere. no qualms. it was a good thing that one of my nyai’s neighbours are deaf and the other unit are empty most of the time. i also remember we used to  throw the ball over the parapet purposely just so we can run down, run around somemore and eventually go up. cheap thrills!! hahaha..

if the day was wet and cold, no problem, bilik yai ada! of all the rooms in my nyai’s, yai’s room is the most spacious as it doesnt have any furnitures in them except for a chair and a tilam. our very own indoor playground.

we will play wrestling, mostly tag teams, ‘blanket’, ‘nenek-nenek si bungkok tiga bluekkkk’. and when we are feeling a lil more ‘brainy’ we created quizzes or play ‘Pyramid’.

and sometimes, we will make our own tents with my yai’s heavyweight tilam..

sigh… those were the days. when we worry about what games should be played, where, when. where our parents will call us for lunch or dinner. when we collate our money to buy ‘ice lollies’ and then split them into halves and share with everyone. having one dollar coin with us was luxury back then cause with that money, we could buy a whole packet or ice lollies and everyone can have a piece each. simple pleasures!

wish we could turn back time just for awhile. maybe we could meet up and relive those days again. but everyone is so busy right now. almost sad to see where we are now.

and you, i miss talking to you. why have you not call me anymore? i dont hear any news from you at all. i hope you’re doing well and one day, you will have everything sort out. we will never stop praying for you.

seelah, side-tracked. was suppose to blog about football. haha.. this were just childhood stories from my maternal side. wait till i ramble more on the paternal side of the story.

till later~~

1.Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?

-perhaps.

2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?

-most weekends. Always.

3. How is life going for you right now?

-so far, so blessed.

5. Who can you tell everything to?

-Yushalinkin for sure. Fazli.

8. Last words you spoke?

-Good Morning!!

9. Have you ever kissed anyone who’s name started with an S?

-Yes. Siti Mother, Siti Atek.

13. How do you feel about gay marriage?

-I don’t oppose the life they choose, but as open as I am, gay marriage is just wrong.

14. What is the next concert you’re going to?

-non that I planned of. I’ve never been to any concert.

17. Can you play guitar hero?

-I wanna try playing, definitely.

18. Do you like someone?

-I still have a crush on Johnny Depp

20. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

-Definitely warm. But I don’t mind the cold once in a while.

21. Is any part of your body sore?

-constipated, no shitting. Can’t give my shit to the toilet that’s waiting… haha..

22. Who is your last text from

-Metal

23. What is the last movie you watched in theaters?

-Madagascar2. ‘who says penguin cant fly?’

24. What do you currently hear right now?

-tremors. Crane tremors.

25. Who did you last share a bed with?

-Siti Nuratek

26. What do you think of the person you took this from?

-acquaintance.

27. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?

-Hopefully before 30, when its easier to breed. Heh.

28. Would you rather watch football or baseball?

-Football. But I’d like to understand baseball to enjoy baseball.

29. Missing someone right now?

-Obviously.

30. What’s the strangest fact about you?

-hmmm..

I love green (colour) but totally hate drinking any green concoctions such as fruitade(especially fruitade! but will still drink it if you serve them at your house), except green apple juice.

And I don’t like strawberries, hates strawberry flavoured ice cream. but love strawberry flavoured milk.

31. Where is your number one person on your friends list?

-Yushalinkin, definitely.

32. Do you feel like dancing?

-all the time J. Bila nak karaoke??

33. How much money do you have on you?

-THOUSANDS!!! Kaya aku. Amin. Haha!

(I’m jesting!)

35. Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?

-hmmmm… guess who?! Haha!!

36. Do you burn easily in the sun?

-thankfully, NO. I love the SUN. LOVE THE SUNNNNN!!!

Oh Mr. Sun. Sun. Mr. golden sun. Please shine down on me…..

37. Do you speak another language other than English?

-Yes.

38. What made you happy yesterday?

-One little phone call.

1 more week and the O levels are OVER…

and what time is it??

time to play FUTSAL!!!!!

like finally lah can?

first and foremost, do we even have enough teams? havent spread much words yet. but i have my team. what should we call our team eh?

entah.

My team will consist of Shikin, Adlin, Yushiella, Aisha and Yasmin (SAYAY) haha… corny…. or we could be YA²YS! team YA²Ys! arent we the something something of the yay yay sisterhood? eh wait, you think yush will be free to play? it’ll be her holidays soon right?

And then, there’ll be Azie’s team. She have herself, Nazira, Fida, Dian, Yan Qing… and errrr… who else ah?

or maybe, for the first time round, we can practice first, see how our skills are, which im sure we’re very skillful, then we call in others? i dunno…

then, we can meet every month to kick balls and then we can join competitions, for amatuers like us. then we’ll be the champions.. haha.. ambitious!

hmmmm… time for a management meeting!!

cya!

its been a difficult looooooooong week.

congrats to lydiana for tying the knot!

and as cliche as it sounds, WHOS NEXT?

haha!!