what i love about gym

1. FAZLI
2. watching Fazli work out.
3. watching Fazli super determined expression when he is lifting his super heavy weight.
4. watching Fazli lifting heavier weights than most guys.
5. watching Fazli’s satisfied face.
6. having Fazli to spot me.
7. Fazli’s encouraging words + gestures after each set.
8. Fazli trying to ’show me off’ by making me lift heavier weights than some teenage boys.
9. when Fazli approached me while i was doing my cardio just to throw me a smile.
10. when we argued about at whom the pretty boy we fancied was checking out, Fazli or Aisha.
11. blond haired pretty boy.
12. the discovery that im able to do more repetitions than i thought i could.
13. the discovery that im able to lift more weights than i could.
14. dicovering old primary schoolmates who looked buffier now.
15. discovering that i can pull more weight than a certain ex-schoolmate, much to the excitement of Fazli.
16. the aches after gym, especially two days after.
17. the massages i get after every session.
18. the giggles and jokes shared with Fazli.
19. teasing Fazli endlessly.
20. time well-spent with Fazli.
21. just being with Fazli. =)

yes, my life in gym revolves around Fazli. wahahaha… but what can i say? its where our love sparks. LOL.

 

Yay Yay Sisterhood playing futsal..

1 more week and the O levels are OVER…

and what time is it??

time to play FUTSAL!!!!!

like finally lah can?

first and foremost, do we even have enough teams? havent spread much words yet. but i have my team. what should we call our team eh?

entah.

My team will consist of Shikin, Adlin, Yushiella, Aisha and Yasmin (SAYAY) haha… corny…. or we could be YA²YS! team YA²Ys! arent we the something something of the yay yay sisterhood? eh wait, you think yush will be free to play? it’ll be her holidays soon right?

And then, there’ll be Azie’s team. She have herself, Nazira, Fida, Dian, Yan Qing… and errrr… who else ah?

or maybe, for the first time round, we can practice first, see how our skills are, which im sure we’re very skillful, then we call in others? i dunno…

then, we can meet every month to kick balls and then we can join competitions, for amatuers like us. then we’ll be the champions.. haha.. ambitious!

hmmmm… time for a management meeting!!

cya!

 

of weights and body

i’ve been contemplating to, jog.

and i’m not kidding.

my secret wish, as much as i hate running, is to complete a marathon at least once.

and its no secret that i dreamt of being the first singaporean olympic gold medalist, in marathon.

running, as i remember used to be so fun.

that was in primary school. before i developed a pair of breasts.

now its much too painful to bear.

i’ve invested on a very good pair of sports bra. only waiting for the time to use it. time, i havent found it yet. or was it the courage? somehow running seems intimidating. whenever i planned to, i felt nauseas. very overwhelming.

its like a phobia. running phobia. do they have a name for it?

i dont believe it, but many mentioned that i’ve lost quite a bit of weight, and i want to maintain that. i have 7 kilos more to go for an acceptable BMI.

my mom believed that i can make it. and maybe i will.

cant wait for gym training to start soon.

let the ball rolling!

 

Updates on Haron

glad to know that cousin Haron is recovering.

he’d even got his sense of humour back.

we got a call from my aunt to which she says,

“Haron dah tak betul. He said he only wants pretty nurses to attend him”.

Haha! typically Haron.

And yesterday, he complained to my dad that the doctor prohibit him from eating chicken. Which makes him sad…

Went to the hospital to visit him. He was transfered from the NICU to the normal ward and when he saw us, he gave us the peace sign.

we’re glad that he is his own self now. a little deluded.

but getting better.

slowly, but surely.

but for now, lets watch the intense table tennis finals.

so geram!!

Updates on Haron: He is back in Hospital. Kesian. went to visit him and he looked so forlorn. Our prayers are still for you, dear cousin.

 

i’m bringing sexy back

it is 4 minutes to 5.30am and i am still awake. and if i start sleeping now, i will probably wake up at noon and shall waste my Sunday away.

cant sleep. can’t sleep.

is this how it feels like for a lady carrying twins in her? but i am neither pregnant nor having twins. not so soon anyways although I WANT A BABY!!!

i just want the baby you know. tick tock tick tock my maternal instincts are ticking. but how long can it last. motherhood afterall is tedios? my mom makes it look so easy though. but having to put up a whiny child like me, brings me shudders. ha. ha. ha.

sometimes doesnt it make you wonder like when you saw an expecting mom carrying joy in her. what does it feels like eh?

it seems so wonderful to be rubbing your tummy and nurturing the unborn child. of course i have a tummy and have looked pregnant ever since i was a secondary three student but there was no child. it never cease its size. sighhh… wonder how its like to be a hot mama eh?

or a hot lady with nice trimmed tummy where you could really look sexy in that black kebaya bought for this raya. i regret buying it now and hmmmm… perhaps i can sell it off?

i wonder why i buy it in the first place. i hated kebayas. it makes me look larger. and i dont feel sexy at all. but its sooooo pretty! entahlah.

good bye for now.

im going to do some crunches till my stomach hurts.

and bring that sexy back.

good morning!!