she moves. shes moved.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

hey hey!!

guess what??

i’m already 23!!

that is TWO and THREE!!!

whoaaaaaa…….

i sure dont feel that old. i mean come on!

why is age such a biggie?

its just numbers! and i have problems with figures.

and figures been adding everywhere!!

age, weight, GST, chocolates, blah blah blah, go figure!!

the only thing not adding is my BANK ACCOUNT and my SALARY!!!

sheeshh….

hahaha!!

anyways,

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

and happy birthday to me!! hehehe

when i came home from work and my sis exclaimed “WE HAVE NEW SIBLINGS!! CHECK THEM OUT!”

i was like, oh no! no more hamsters!

nasib baik. yes, no more hamsters or mice. 3 of them are already one too many!

but my sister is telling the truth. we have new members in the family. many members! tak terkira!

world, meet our pre-school of fishies.

Mommy and Daddy with their preschoolers

Daddy guarding preschoolers

the preschoolers!

i’ve been contemplating to, jog.

and i’m not kidding.

my secret wish, as much as i hate running, is to complete a marathon at least once.

and its no secret that i dreamt of being the first singaporean olympic gold medalist, in marathon.

running, as i remember used to be so fun.

that was in primary school. before i developed a pair of breasts.

now its much too painful to bear.

i’ve invested on a very good pair of sports bra. only waiting for the time to use it. time, i havent found it yet. or was it the courage? somehow running seems intimidating. whenever i planned to, i felt nauseas. very overwhelming.

its like a phobia. running phobia. do they have a name for it?

i dont believe it, but many mentioned that i’ve lost quite a bit of weight, and i want to maintain that. i have 7 kilos more to go for an acceptable BMI.

my mom believed that i can make it. and maybe i will.

cant wait for gym training to start soon.

let the ball rolling!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE!!

DID YOU HAVE A GREAT CELEBRATION?

I SURE DO!!

the best thing about hari raya is the GATHERING and food of course. whats hari raya without the usual ketupat, rendang, ayam masak merah, serunding and sambal goreng, right?

it all start on the eve where business starts in the kitchen. chopping, peeling, blending, everything!!

but sadly, try as i might, i was hardly and help in the kitchen. i did manage to chop of a few onions and cubed a few meats and livers and tahu and tempehs, and i got so woozy, that i need my bed. and thats all i did. kesian mak! but being the super wonderwoman that she is, she managed to whipped up all the goodly dishes on her own! thats one super power that i will love to possess one day. soon ok!! haha..

so what if i had lung infection during the glorious day? that doesnt stop me from having fun. and i learnt to swallow my pills!! really!! i swallow the antibiotics whole!! thats a milestone lorrr…. wahahahahahaha.. but i dont like, the medicine makes me sweaty. or at least the paracetemol did. bleargghhh… sungguh tak glamour!

oh, and i dont even bother wearing my contact lenses, as, i believe they will melt with my over exert body temperature. can they, actually?? haha…

and i cant wear earrings!!! i put it on for a while, and my left earlobe were burning!!! sheesh.. so much for wanting to be glamorous this year. glamour go down the drain. lol.

alah, cut story short, i know i havent wish anyone the Eid wishes, so here goes,

Salam Lebaran buat semua,

Di Hari yang Bahagia ini,

Ingin ku mengambil kesempatan ini untuk menyusun sepuluh jari,

Memohon maaf atas segala silap dan salah,

Sengaja atau tidak,

Dan oleh kata-kataku yang telah menyinggung hati kecil anda.

Halal kan makan minum ku seadanya, dengan tidak sengaja, saya terminum atau makan minuman/makanan anda.

Semoga panjang umur dan ditemukan lagi Syawal pada tahun hadapan.

SALAM AIDILFITRI!!!

here are some pictures!

makan makan

Kak Shida and Mommy

My Parents and the only Cucu

Sisters

Faz and Shash

this raya was a lil more meaningful than the rest because those past raya bajus that used to be snugged are not snuggy anymore!! (and its not because those baju dah lusuh, ok. LOL) wooohoooooooo….

i’ll update with more photos next time. this time, the paternal side.